sometimes I don't know what yr trying to be, saying one thing to her and another to me and then you talk of how you value honesty. well I'm more real than you'll ever be. you fucking whore, I don't wanna play with you anymore. well I guess I had to find out for myself that you wanted to play with someone else and now you just cannot accept yr not right and now there's nothing left. you fucking whore, I don't wanna play with you anymore. I heard you want me back around now that the doors are closed to you all over town. when you knock on mine I'll turn the other way, I don't wanna play. you fucking whore, I don't wanna play with you anymore.
she sat in the cold late last night, he said twenty minutes but it's been forty-five. she said, "yeah, but I need it". finally he comes, she gets in the car he drops her off but it's way too far. she said, "yeah I can see it". she stops for water a minute too long, the cops go by so she starts to move on. we are all the same, no one but us has felt our pain. how did it get this way? we swore that things would never change. now she's walking down the railroad tracks, makes sure the shit is in her backpack. she said, "yeah I can feel it". she's at the bridge about twelve feet wide, same place where her friend once died. she said, "yeah I've already seen it". but she's not worried, you wanna know why? cuz she knows that she's too sick to die. we are all the same, no one but us has felt our pain. how did it get this way? we swore that things would never change. we all need to be saved, we all need something to ease our pain, when every fucking day, we have the will but have no way.
years ago I meant the world, now it's all faded to memories. you will always be the only one, my blood runs through yr arteries. you were a part of me, you were my everything. no you cant take it all away. I whore myself everywhere in hopes I will find you there. once so close and now so far, yet we sleep under the same stars. you were a part of me, you were my everything. no you cant take it all away. I search to find yr face and I wonder if its still the same and if I'm the one to blame. and all these years of tears haven't gotten me anywhere, anywhere but here. tie a bow around my heartbreak and pick my pieces off the floor. do you even think about me? I don't even know you anymore. you were a part of me, you were my everything. no you cant take it all away. you were a part of me, you were my everything. loneliness kills the narcissist. goodbye.
cannot feel, let's begin. cannot move, is it in? no one cares, blinding sun. watch my world come undone. you're not me, you're dead to me. you're nothing, you're dead to me. you're not me, you're dead to me! let me drive way too fast. pretty eyes, pretty ass. no one cares, nothing's real. cannot move, cannot feel.you're not me, you're dead to me. you're nothing, you're dead to me. you're not me, you're dead to me! your life's hard? well mine is worse but that's ok, he did me first. you think you know me? I hope you find my dead body and live with the guilt for the rest of your life. you're not me, you're dead to me. you're nothing, you're dead to me. you're not me, you're dead to me!
take a pill a day, pretend yr ok. they dont know you anyway. dig at yr skin, without emotion, there's nothing ever within. these are our witch trials. we all force a smile and drown in denial. is this me screaming? or is it just a dream? things are not just how they seem. this isnt happening, I cant remember the lies are a fucking blur. these are our witch trials. we all force a smile and drown in denial. drown
they say I should dress for success but I won't sing in yr rape dress. what it means to be woman, what it means to be human. yes I'm a woman, yes I'm pissed but I am not a feminist. don't wanna use what's between my legs when I can't think of what to say. anti every label that you try to put on me, anti everything that you all think that I should be, anti every label that you try to put on me. I have no fucking obsession with writing about oppression. all I know is that someday we'll all get what's coming our way. anti every label that you try to put on me. anti everything that you all think that I should be. anti every label that you try to put on me.